thank you for answering
i just spent a lot of time on the phone with a
friend who was trying real hard to help me achieve a
better frame of mind..but i don't see any good in my
future...how can i live normally when the world sees me/us
<how nice to know i'm not alone> as a pariah...i
don't know who i should tell that i have this
<boss,co-workers,former lovers> or if i should not tell anyone and
when i hear somewhere down the line that they have
contracted this,just feel worse knowing that i may have been
the cause..and then live with that guilt on top of
everything else...<br